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I miss you Jackson
#flashbackfriday #2008 #jackson #deb #happy (Taken with instagram)
Day Twentythree: A Letter to someone, anyone.
I miss you more and more as the days go by, and it hurts so much knowing that I will never see you again. It’s been over three years but not a day goes by that I don’t wish that you were here for so many things.
I was confused when you told your dad that you didn’t want anyone coming to see you on your birthday. Your dad and I spent a good hour on the phone planning to surprise you, organizing who was was coming to the hospital and ideas for what to get you.
I’d give so much to relive the day of the deb, the excitement with everyone at my house before hand, the beautiful silver bracelet with purple gems you brought me. To see that smile and excitement on your face one more time, I wish.
You were an amazing friend to me, through so much, you stuck by me when I had stupid fights with people at school, you persuaded me not to change schools and you helped me through year 10 maths.
You touched the hearts of so many people, and I can’t wait for the day I get to see you again. I love you Jackson.
I miss you #Jackson ❤😭 (Taken with instagram)
I miss you so much
I saw pictures of you and burst out crying,
I haven’t cried over you in a while,
I used to not be able to go days without crying,
I still think about you all the time.
I wish you were here :(
i miss you
Hey there now, Where’d you go, You left me here so unexpected, You changed my life, I hope you know, cause now I’m lost, So unprotected.
In a blink of an eye, I never got to say goodbye
Like a shooting star, Flyin’ across the room, So fast so far, You were gone too soon, You’re part of me, And I’ll never be, The same here without you, You were gone too soon.
You were always there, and like shining light, on my darkest days, you were there to guide me. Oh I miss you now, I wish you could see, Just how much your memory, Will always mean to me.
In a blink of an eye, I never got to say goodbye
Like a shooting star, Flyin’ across the room, So fast so far, You were gone too soon, You’re part of me, And I’ll never be, The same here without you, You were gone too soon
Shine on! Shine on! To a better place, Shine on! Shine on! Will never be the same
Like a shooting star, Flyin’ across the room, So fast so far, You were gone too soon, You’re part of me, And I’ll never be, The same here without you, You were gone too soon
Shine on! Shine on! You were gone too soon, Shine on! Shine on! You were gone too soon, Shine on! Shine on! You were gone too soon.
Miss you #jackson (Taken with instagram)
Songs I can’t listen to without tearing up:
With arms wide Open - Creed
Khe Sanh - Cold Chisel
Raise me Up - Josh Groban
A little bit longer - Jonas Brothers
You’re Gone - Good Charlotte
The Way I Feel - 12 Stones
Hold On - Good Charlotte
My mom came and picked Mel and I up from Phillip Island. I remember at the funeral the place was packed, I sat next to my mom and squeezed her hand so much, not once where my eyes dry. There were people sitting on the floor, the beautiful photo of him from deb was up on his coffin along with pretty flowers, With Arms Wide Open by Creed, Khe Sanh by Cold Chisel and Raise me Up by Josh Groban were the songs that played whilst we all sat in silence.
It was so heartbreaking. At the reception we sat around in the sun talking about all the funny times we had with him his sister joined in, after the reception we dropped Zac, then Mel at home and Mom brought me Chocolate Pizza from Checkers.
I miss him so much
