Silent Scream
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Growing old is Mandatory,
Growing up is Optional.
I need to be asleep for my photoshoot in the morning. But I can’t sleep, I can’t breath and it hurts so fucking much.
#tweegram #fucklife (Taken with instagram)
I don’t want to be alive
It looks yummy! #red #hair #dye (Taken with instagram)
Doin ma hair! Woo (Taken with instagram)
Will hopefully fall asleep quickly tonite, by the time I wake up I will have three visitors :) Jordan, Vess and Kaz who are heading back to Melbourne from their trip to Sydney atm.
I have physio at 2, need to go to greensborough and get more stuff for my hair then heading back to Jordans.
Meeting up with Kara and Sean later at NEXT and they’re staying at mine tomorrow night. Kara is doing my Friday morning, so that I’m ready for my photoshoot I have on Saturday :)
want one of those beanies
She just came up to me with the newspaper with jobs to apply for WHICH I have already applied for them..
she tried to give me the paper and I wouldn’t take it so she walked off.
I took my laptop up to her and opened the folder in my emails where all my application confirmation mail was and showed her, I told her that I have been applying and that I’m sick of it.
She started yelling “you’re sick of it? your dad wants to kick you out”
and I can’t even move out because I don’t have a fucking job, or my license
I don’t want to be home anymore.
I don’t want to live here, I’m fucking sick of it.
My mom is being an absolute cunt, she can’t have a decent fucking conversation with me without bring up jobs. FUCK OFF. you don’t know how hard I have been looking, you should be fucking happy that I am getting money from DAL and not asking for money off you. I haven’t asked you for money since year 12.
I have lived 3 years on my OWN money without your help you can shut the fuck up about jobs because I’m trying and I’m sick of it.
You know what else doesn’t help that you won’t fucking let me drive, you want me to get a job? I got a call back the other month from one and as soon as they asked if I drive and I said no they said that I couldn’t go for the position. Maybe if you let me fucking drive the car to finish my 40ish hours I have been stuck on for over a year because and I quote you’re “too scared” to let me practice. I got that far into the 120 hours and you just stop
So shut the fuck up. I’m sick of it, don’t you get it! Why do you think I try not to be home half the time, because of you and your job this job that. I can’t take it.
